Quick update!

Just a really quick post for an update.....

David and I are still trying to make our final decisions on the big treatment option.  My surgery is tentatively scheduled for Dec. 10th to have the port placed.

Our indecision comes after 2 weeks of having some easier days and longer "stand" times.  Choosing a last resort option is more straight forward when you are feeling awful day in and day out and are unable to even get your own glass of water.  In the last few weeks, I've had some pain relief and even been able to get on the floor for some projects.  (I haven't been on the floor for about a year)  While the discomfort isn't gone completely, by any means, it has eased up in general and my vital signs have tapered off somewhat.  My breathing is the biggest transformation which as allowed me to talk and even walk around the house more than normal.

This has only added to my apprehension for making a 'last ditch effort' treatment decision that bears great risks and much uncertainty.  However, we are spending more time trying to focus on the upcoming holidays and preparations.  I believe I will hold off on doing the trial portion till after the new year.  I spent a lot of the holidays last year in the hospital, and I'm not inclined to make that a new tradition.

On a happier note, I was able to complete several Christmas projects...which have brought me quite a bit of joy the past few weeks!